Why do I feel lonely
I look at other people friendship
Mine is never like that
I have never felt the love that I see
The care
The trust
The kindness
Even the bad person
I can't even consider them bad because everyone have bad in them but some tries to hide it
Let's say but the person with the worst
Have a friendship that I wish I had
I look at them with wants
With the thought
Why can't I be cared about like that
No one cares
no one loves
Just a person dropping in a black hole
With no one to pull them out
No one cares
I try my best to be strong
I know maybe I would never find that kind of love
How can I be a lonely soldier in war

© Cece