Thought of having him once I had has come again and this time what to do should I struggle or should I leave ....

I searched for gold
I gotta diamond
which is precious
Thought of having him
In my life .

But became bestfriends
At a snap, we shared a lot
of things ,talked for all day
I thought I can have
Him in my life one day

I saw him bitten up
His parents were in great vain and anger
He saw me with those black eyes
Seeking for a little...