I feel like a dog chasing my tail
It started with a drink, a bump, then a rail
Now I'm screaming at God please send me to hell
Anxiety has me buckled down to my knees
A whisper in my heart more like a tease
I love my addictions my favorite disease
My heart is locked
My gun is cocked
Suicide is the thought I have to block
I cannot see an end to this pain
Make me forget as you swim through my veins
A one way train straight into my insane
I beg...