If you were still here I'd find a way

to make you listen to every word I say

I would not look away from your eyes not even once

I would put down my phone and buy you lunch

I would sit with your pretty face in my view

So I could memorize every single little thing about you

I would talk non stop, telling you not to go

Because you are loved so much more than you know

I would tell you stories you've heard a million times

I would try to make you laugh so hard there is pains in your sides

If you were here we would dance and drink wine

I would try to keep positive and be very kind

If you were still here I would sing you a song

One about pain one about healing and one for moving on.

I would cry at the closing of this final day

The one word the lump in my throat wont allow me to say,
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