I may not of always known what exactly I have had right in front of me.

I in the offenses of my past was blinded by their actions and left me full of doubt and disbelief.

I could never escape the bond that I never willingly wanted to form with you none the less.

I acted out in ways to separate myself from these feelings inside of my chest

I in reflection on my actions after cleaning up my thoughts and seeing my lack

the mistakes I made regretfully are not something I get to take back.

Yet here in the past we go back and you obviously wont forgive.

You say you do but no you don't I want what we could have and the life we could live.

You hold the key, you have my heart, you are the only one I would have ever bet everything on yet you are so smart.

You know, though you don't listen, you understand though you only assume, and you in all this wisdom can tell me my heart.

You are smart, never one time have i thought that you were some dumbass but you know so much you bypass my response to your opinion and refuse to see past that.

You know what you know from your point of view according to your circumstances and your past, but there is so much in this glass you look right past.

You see my faults yet hide from your own, disregard your heartlessness and the things that I...