Every time when am at a beach
I feel like the waves taunting me
Kissing gently on my feet
Am hypnotized by its touch
calling me towards its heart
The shiver, the splashes gave me
Makes me alert, with a red light on
Like seeing your crush up close
Heart beating like a drum roll
Everything fades, still i can see
the infinity am staring at
But hazed
Half blind I moved forward
As I never walk back, not me
Felt the waves growing on me
Like a baby clinging to mommy
To my surprise, there was no heaviness
Zero gravity was what I felt
The red light turned to green
The waves then reminded me of my ex
His hands on my throat
The exact same feeling
I submit myself, a force of habit, I guess
As the green light turned to yellow
am flying, without even flapping my wings
How can I feel high, when am under the earth?
Crystal clear the view
Made me wanna question
Why did I stayed in the hazy world?
The color turned to pink
then flickered to all the different shades you could possibly imagine
I panicked in slow motion like a pro
Making less bubbles as possible
I wanted everything to be perfect
Then I saw light on the other side of the infinity
Ha!!!...That's strange...
Am color blind &
Don't know how to swim

© cal