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Happy (again)
I am sad, and I don’t know why.
Maybe it’s the rain that’s falling outside.
Or maybe it’s the memories that keep me awake at night.

I feel the weight of sadness bearing down,
Like a heavy stone upon my chest.
It’s not the kind of sadness that comes and goes,
But the kind that stays and never rests.

I miss the way things used to be.
When I was happy and carefree.
When I didn’t have a care in the world.

But now, all I feel is sadness.
It’s like a cloud that follows me wherever I go.
It’s suffocating me, and I don’t know how to get rid of it.

I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of despair,
And there’s no one to help me swim.
I’m all alone in this dark and lonely place,
And I don’t know how to get out.

I’m tired of feeling this way,
I want to be happy again.
But I don’t know how to find the light,
When all I can see is the dark.

Oh, I just want to be happy again.
I want to feel the sun on my skin and the wind in my hair.
I want to laugh and smile and enjoy life.

But right now, all I can do is cry.
I cry for the happiness that I’ve lost.
I cry for the future that I’m afraid of.
I cry for the pain that I’m feeling.

I don’t know how long I can keep going like this.
But I know that I have to keep trying.
I have to find a way to be happy again.



© Flynn Caulfield

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