anger and I have a dr Jekyll and mr hyde relationship,

the fiery aftermath of a meltdown,

my inner voice yelling, yes you made this shit!!!

we argue over posession, jockeying for the sticks,

i say self control, he says LETS RAGE A BIT

so it begins, the mental checklist and interrogation,


is it worth it?
SHOULD I KILL THEM?

are they a threat?
LEMME PUNCH THEM

this conversation has to be done
YOU GOT THE RIGHT FUCKIN ONE...

a walking nuclear reactor , brimming with latent bloodlust,

I hope to fizzle out soon,

i need to be around someone i trust

flames subside,

i clear my eyes

and my world is still intact


© jhamir Johnson