Can I cry sir
Can I cry to the point my tears help forget I'm scared
I'm scared it was real that it actually happened

Can something be so real our minds force us to forget to make a dream
A bad dream
A bad taste in my mouth forever
Now I spit the words of someone trying to pretend they are happy and forgiven

Forgiven
Please dont joke with me I point a finger of humor at the mirror and repulsed

I quickly find something else to do ...

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