Lately my heart just debilitates,
when will life stop hurting?
When will I feel happy again,
am I just destined for sadness?

As my soul cries out for help,
and I find no comfort there,
I see the loneliness I feel,
how I can only catch myself.

I had dreams, I had many plans,
I thought my life would change.
I'm so dumb and so naive,
make mistakes all over again.

I don't want to do anything,
anymore, anymore, anymore.
I don't want to face things,
anymore, anymore, anymore.

Why does my spirit feel so low,
why is no one coming home?
Why do people just pretend,
that I'm someone worth it?

You don't know me enough,
to really say that you care much.
No one knows me enough,
no one ever will anymore.

I can't see the light, can't see it,
and I'm drowning in darkness.
Thought I was getting better,
but my demons still haunt.

I'll never be enough, never be,
I'll never be enough, never be.
No one will ever truly love me,
no one will, no one will.

Is this the cause of my downfall?
Guess as time goes on I'll see.

Didn't want to disappoint myself,
need to feel some self compassion,
but I made and sharpened all the knifes,
that pierce through my skin today.

I'm sorry, I'll do better next time,
but that's what I said last time.

© dats_poetry