Whether you believe me or not it doesn't matter.but I truly honestly only fear a few things. I have the fear of being locked up a long period of time or even life. That's always been in the back of my mind even way before I started doing time also I'm scared of going fast in cars etc. That fear came after being in a few car accidents .lol but now I just realized I now have a new found fear .I'm scared to leave from this safe haven and be exposed to drugs .I fear relapse. So as I analyze these fears...