Sometimes
I am too hard on myself.
One mistake deems me
worthless
useless
and unable to do anything right.
An accomplishment
taken as pressure to achieve
another goal
and another after that.
They don't stop
and neither does my disappointment.
Nothing is good enough.
How much more will I do
till I am satisfied?

All I know is that at this moment
I am staring down a bottomless pit
of nothingness.
proof of my meaninglessness.

© mayuri