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you wonder why I chose you!
when I had 2 of you I didn’t know what to do, sad part is, “ it’s really fuckin true.”
things were never right,
everything thing I did always caused a fight. I was always wrong! you were always right. even times when you were wrong, you were right. How could I be so selfish? To not care, how you felt. He would tell me how much he love me. that he possibly couldn’t love you more than him. We have true love, at the end of the night. he wanted me for show, to process me like a trophy shine in the light. hiding the fact he wasn’t right. right thing, at the right time. I’m told I’m outta line. But don’t count on him, cause he’s a clown. though in an out, up an down. I was the dummy! standing there like a clown. whispers so quite barley making a sound. I could hear the thunder roaring, all thru the town. So you tell me you don’t hear a peep, not even a sound. told me that you loved me, I deserve better then that clown. how could it be? the man that I met was well known. every girl in the city wished they had a chance to ride him around town. but he chose me. I still don’t know why! I was always anger, playing the detective thru the “GASHOUSE” was the town. he would sit with me for hours, at gas stations, we never made it far. still I would heard the sound of this clown. trying to holler at every Tom dick & harry! in this shit hole of a town. my eyes would filled with big watery tears. But never gave up, saying “baby if you give me a chance.” I’ll never do you like that, and when I looked into his eyes. I finally realized, I deserved a real man! Who speaks the truth, no lies. maybe this was the guy god sent to me to make me whole again. cause ever since I been with him my love feels so different. it’s so real something I’ve always wanted to feel. now I it’s here an now I know GOD is true he heard my prayer an now it came true I’m so happy when I look at you. no words will ever truly explain how feel about you. I just hope you feel the same at the end of the day. an even after all the bad I did I hope the good out weighs it all.
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things were never right,
everything thing I did always caused a fight. I was always wrong! you were always right. even times when you were wrong, you were right. How could I be so selfish? To not care, how you felt. He would tell me how much he love me. that he possibly couldn’t love you more than him. We have true love, at the end of the night. he wanted me for show, to process me like a trophy shine in the light. hiding the fact he wasn’t right. right thing, at the right time. I’m told I’m outta line. But don’t count on him, cause he’s a clown. though in an out, up an down. I was the dummy! standing there like a clown. whispers so quite barley making a sound. I could hear the thunder roaring, all thru the town. So you tell me you don’t hear a peep, not even a sound. told me that you loved me, I deserve better then that clown. how could it be? the man that I met was well known. every girl in the city wished they had a chance to ride him around town. but he chose me. I still don’t know why! I was always anger, playing the detective thru the “GASHOUSE” was the town. he would sit with me for hours, at gas stations, we never made it far. still I would heard the sound of this clown. trying to holler at every Tom dick & harry! in this shit hole of a town. my eyes would filled with big watery tears. But never gave up, saying “baby if you give me a chance.” I’ll never do you like that, and when I looked into his eyes. I finally realized, I deserved a real man! Who speaks the truth, no lies. maybe this was the guy god sent to me to make me whole again. cause ever since I been with him my love feels so different. it’s so real something I’ve always wanted to feel. now I it’s here an now I know GOD is true he heard my prayer an now it came true I’m so happy when I look at you. no words will ever truly explain how feel about you. I just hope you feel the same at the end of the day. an even after all the bad I did I hope the good out weighs it all.
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