I UNDERSTAND YOU AGAINST MY WILL
BY C WYNTER

You know what bothers me?, That I can see your point of view,
So emotionally uneducated, the failures I see in you,
Your life didn't go the way you hoped, fact is you never had any plans,
Having kids because you were unloved by your own, I understand,
Probably should've stopped at one, ease the generational burden,
It's just the reality of it, could have stopped so much hurting,
But if I say these things, I would be seen as the ungrateful one,
It's just the logistics of it really, one mistake and two wrongs,
when you told me you disliked me, said with such passion, you thought it'd hurt,
I already knew that, mother, feelings mutual, emotions burnt,
You demand forgiveness, when you haven't even forgiven yourself,
I may have some mental issues, yes, but you also need some help,
Remember when you numbed yourself in spirits? becoming a beast?,
Traumatized your kids for a few years and then the love ceased,
Commend you for your bravery...