I've been dreaming of ways,ways to get out
Depression  sure sucks
Feels like am trapped in a box
I know I'll never be
Someone am proud to see
Am just a lonely me
That could never be free
Here I am on this bridge
Facing defeat
Sad song on repeat
Am just doing the best I can
Just living the life I have
My all I gave
To stop the raging wave
My soul I tried to save
I don't reach out for help
I would do anything to help me through this
Cause I have no one who sees
No one to listen to my sad pleas
Am So used to being alone
But I don't want to be on my own
No I don't wanna die
Just don't wanna live
I have nothing else to give
Gave it all to him
But he doesn't care,so it seem
He took the light,made it dim
Am trapped and I see no way
But I just really pray
God keeps me sane
Beauty out ways pain
I'll try to survive
my sanity I'll hmtey to revive
am confused but am fine with that
got things to live for that's a fact
From the laugh of my sister's kid
To the stars in the sky
I love them,don't know why
The beautiful dancing trees
The sight really intrigues
To listening to my sisters fight
Arguing for who is right
To listening to dad's awful singing
To my doorbell that keeps dinging
The way it keeps ringing
It's weird I love that sound
But in it melody I found
To the troubles my nephew cause
Not having that would be a loss
To the rain that falls on my skin
To me making my sis frown at every game i win
Game night
Pillow fight
Depression makes it hard to see
The beauty within
We'll all find a purpose one day
There's so many reasons to stay
Just hard to avoid what the voices say
I really wish happiness could forever be mine
I really wish I could forever be fine

@sophiedavies