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chaostocalm
#BreathOfLife
there is so much chaos in life and more in death. in life there is so much calm needed and used , created in everyday and for us to be o.k. and live on. I have somehow been involved in chaos all the way recently . not by choice but by fault . I am always calm even when I'm not and I am yelling I still sound calm. I remember when I was the one to start chaos or uncalm someone , just for a joke or because I was bored or upset.
I don't like to be stuck in chaos or deal with it especially others and I'm like always sooo calm that I pass out to never awake again but someone always pays to awaken me .
they must need my calm lol
since I'm about to go walk out into chaos I'm tyin to stay calm for myself and children .
having children who r born adult and grow younger and need soo much riches and good life that that's the chaos I deal with all the time and I've lost so much that I can no longer be calm my body hurts if I'm still or not pumping and moving cratig life .
chaos my kids get tooken into everyday and night but so s they have been good in chaos or the dead one to a villian . the chaos I go thru I never forget or it gets the best of me or I die to it and get put down bu not calm , that's y I'm calm trying to dodge the chaos it's not worth it to me and usually the person or w.e. who brings me chaos is usually a lowlife and a fake who's just trying to get more life and powers and drugs off of me . that's my problem an I hate when someone is coming to step to me I'd rather die then have to even know or deal with them , they'd always rude loud obnoxious chaotic abusive redundant like it goes on forever , I'm the opposite of all that buvim also the best at causig death thru chaos. but I'll never choose to use my life and belongings toward death but to light and calm trubs of life's goodness and get the goodness I deserve to and deserve to share and give with others . I hate chaos but I can get along with the calm.
there is so much chaos in life and more in death. in life there is so much calm needed and used , created in everyday and for us to be o.k. and live on. I have somehow been involved in chaos all the way recently . not by choice but by fault . I am always calm even when I'm not and I am yelling I still sound calm. I remember when I was the one to start chaos or uncalm someone , just for a joke or because I was bored or upset.
I don't like to be stuck in chaos or deal with it especially others and I'm like always sooo calm that I pass out to never awake again but someone always pays to awaken me .
they must need my calm lol
since I'm about to go walk out into chaos I'm tyin to stay calm for myself and children .
having children who r born adult and grow younger and need soo much riches and good life that that's the chaos I deal with all the time and I've lost so much that I can no longer be calm my body hurts if I'm still or not pumping and moving cratig life .
chaos my kids get tooken into everyday and night but so s they have been good in chaos or the dead one to a villian . the chaos I go thru I never forget or it gets the best of me or I die to it and get put down bu not calm , that's y I'm calm trying to dodge the chaos it's not worth it to me and usually the person or w.e. who brings me chaos is usually a lowlife and a fake who's just trying to get more life and powers and drugs off of me . that's my problem an I hate when someone is coming to step to me I'd rather die then have to even know or deal with them , they'd always rude loud obnoxious chaotic abusive redundant like it goes on forever , I'm the opposite of all that buvim also the best at causig death thru chaos. but I'll never choose to use my life and belongings toward death but to light and calm trubs of life's goodness and get the goodness I deserve to and deserve to share and give with others . I hate chaos but I can get along with the calm.
