finally I remember, what I had forgot. it is with a blissful memory that I have these memories back intact. so let me say without hesitation I humble myself before the queen, so I left my hands up and my knees down on the ground and I offer my heart once again my loyalty and honesty and integrity all to you most prominent Queen. there was a lacking in my state it was a karma State of mind it must have been 2 years by now maybe more when I had lost my mind....