And then I exploded,
I shattered into millions of peices.
I disintegrated into trillions of finite conscious particals.
Each particle shot through the multiverse in some crazy expansion of awareness touching on everything and everyone and and as each particle returned to me I realised that 'I' was litteraly "everything and everyone" and "everything and everyone" was me.
I broke down sobbing.
Overwhelmed by the amount of love and awareness I'd been gifted to see and feel that I didn't realise I was lying in a dark room with my eyes closed.
I shut my eye's again feeling strangely safe within this cocoon of darkness I found myself in, and through the top of my eyelids I could see the brightest of lights.
I opened my eyes slightly and for the briefest of seconds I was blinded by it and then it completle disappeared.
It shook me for a bit, as I sat up in the dark room I realised that light was eminating from me.
I was the light in the darkness and then everything suddenly became very clear.

© Hanan Mohamed Fouad