how can I get anyone to understand,
just how I am feeling,
and how lifes battles are effecting me,
I can't explain what I don't understand,
I can't tell u why this happened,how can
I tell people this wasnt part of the plan, I wasn't meant to collapse and fall apart I wasn't meant to destroy every damn thing from the start, I was meant to be different yes but I wasn't meant to act this offset, u say u don't want me but u love me,you admire me, then u can't stand me, always finding a reason to leave me behind, but u can't be without me, noone is allowed to have me even if u don't have me, u say u only...