If I win,
success will be my emotions,
If I loose ,
failure will be my emotions,

When she was with me,
I just feel so awesome.

I felt pleasure,
that doesn't last so long.

Neither I won ,
nor I loose,
or any emotions,
I had on my face.

I became emotionless.
I became stupid.
I lost my ambitions,
my hope for happiness.

My feelings for someone,
who is neither my friend,
or from my family itself,
She was the special one.

She had a hard time,
I couldn't she her crying,
my heart shredded into pieces,
I became emotionless.

I didn't know,
the pleasure of happiness,
neither I enjoyed with my friends,
opps I hadn't any.



© Nihal42