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whatever it is
sometimes I start to zone out,
even tho I am not really allowed.
I don’t want to, but I can’t help it
but I don’t know how to fight this shit.
One second I hear you loud and clear
and the next I am not really here.
It’s like your far away from me
but in this moment I am just free.
I can’t think or talk anymore
and my mind is like a closed door.
I don’t even know if me or my surroundings are real
and it’s like I can’t feel.
I don’t feel like this is my body
and all in all I just feel shoddy.
I feel so numb
and it’s like I am just a small crumb.
I am not able to say a word
and everything is just blurred.
It happens every day
and I still hope it‘ll just go away.
It‘s like watching a movie, from afar,
but you’re the lead, an invisible star.
Your body might move, but you’re eyes just stare,
and the ,,you“ inside is flowing away like air.
© lisann
even tho I am not really allowed.
I don’t want to, but I can’t help it
but I don’t know how to fight this shit.
One second I hear you loud and clear
and the next I am not really here.
It’s like your far away from me
but in this moment I am just free.
I can’t think or talk anymore
and my mind is like a closed door.
I don’t even know if me or my surroundings are real
and it’s like I can’t feel.
I don’t feel like this is my body
and all in all I just feel shoddy.
I feel so numb
and it’s like I am just a small crumb.
I am not able to say a word
and everything is just blurred.
It happens every day
and I still hope it‘ll just go away.
It‘s like watching a movie, from afar,
but you’re the lead, an invisible star.
Your body might move, but you’re eyes just stare,
and the ,,you“ inside is flowing away like air.
© lisann
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