How do I tell them
At times I'm trapped in the past
The sensational shard of memories are crumbling apart
How do I tell them
Cherishing the future is hard
My feet are helplessly studded in the past
Delving in the ominous soil of betrayal
Sinking in the murky ponds of heart break
how do I tell them
they are blessed ,they are rewarded
That I am the only unfortunate soul disengagedfrom the present
how do I tell them
oh how do I tell them
I constructed the ship
I manouvered it around the decks
I I protected it from drowning in the fathomless depths of the sea
I obscured it from any harmful treat
the why am I the only survivor from the ship wreck
why am I the only one left back in time