A solitary road, walking on the detritus of our memories
You know what I go through every day Ainun?
I'm thinking about what I want to do for the rest of my life
The clock chimed and everything felt devoid
Smoldering memories conflagrate my nerve center—
This cryptic despondency really grinds me inexorable
Thus love I have, of probity and zest
Or can I emphasize that this is a hotchpotch between love and gusto?

You're the only woman I have loved all my life and the rest of my life
You're a sincere woman who accompanied me in my difficult times
You are the only woman who is able to equivalence the big vision and mission of my life
While my vision and mission for the nation and the place where I was born is not a prevalent dream
Now I recall all the words you said to me
Darling can I be with you in perpetuity?

Dear God, I don't have many wishes
I just want to be with her everlasting with your permit and blessing
There's nothing here for me on this vacant road
There's nothing here while the city sleeps
And the world is so crepuscular and cadaverous
And I admit I fastened by the past, the past with her
A great woman that I have ever met and accompanied my life in bittersweet
I'm like a bird whose petals wings have broken
After she's not here by my side, I realized that this is fate from God

All humans will...