Today I awake to another beautiful day...But I still feel the pain of yesturday. .. i realize it will always be a part of me...I prayed time would move swift in hopes to loosen pains grip... nearly 2 years now and has not changed a bit..
I put on a smile and look happy and content No one wants to see me upset ..they have thier own problems thier trying to attend hiding behind thier own smile... Hi! Bye! Love you my Friend... trying to avoid sad thoughts of a tradgic end such as your in.. I cant imagine its OK i understand .. and wish no ill will against them ...there was no promises made no sworn oaths the day thier friendship was taken ....but if needed they would stand strong at thier station ...for as long as they could and you Respectfully thank them for thier participation...this leads me to my repeated question .. what pray tell are these words we use to define family or friend oaths taken till death be the end . A ceremony joining...