I need help with me right now,
I'm not the same anymore I opened another new door,
this new door leads to an unknown room filled with good and bad choices,
wrong and right circumstances,
I guess I'm bad at picking so maybe I'll just wait and see what comes,
I see someone coming over to me,
then I see a choice about to hit me,
I didn't decide to duck down even I probably should have to avoid what was coming,
now I have this numbing,
it's like I can't feel anything else that's coming yet,
I only feel the numbness,
which means I really can't feel anything yet,
this seems bad and is it going to make my depression worse,
if I keep on going through it and can't find a way out,
I already feel like this sort of thing has happened to me before,
now I'm afraid it's happening again,
I wish there was clues to find the key,
I also wish someone would help me step out of my misery,
in my head I'm thinking please unlock the door or give me the keys to another,
it might be on whim but something tells after I close this or go through another I'll be fine,
yes something tells me only then I'll be better.