Feeling shitty, no one understands it

They don’t even try to

Leaving me alone with my misery and the hell inside of me

So I’m taking the magic pill

It will help, it will for sure,

Reliable, better than the so called „friends”

Of course they don’t give a damn at all

I am on my own

This shit doesn't surprise me no more

Lexotan, oh Lexotan

I feel you melting in my body

Slowly getting into numbness

Giving me the desired comparative peace

I guess it’s my only saver

At least for now

Everything is becoming indistinct

At this point I don’t even know

What’s the point of this poem is

It’s just a waterfall of my bullshit

Spilling out of me

So there’s nothing left to say in the end

There’s just chaos

Crippling chaos
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