I am weak I am wrong I do mistake and I don't know too.
It's just the mercy of AR-RAHMAAN (The Most or Entirely Merciful) that keeps me up even when I am feeling the most down.
I know how repeatedly I am doing the same wrong with the same guilt.
But every time it is this realisation and hope that is a blessing.
When we do wrong to ourselves we know .....it's just me.
But when we start becoming the reason for someone's sin it's the most dreadful feeling one can ever feel
Someone whom we always want to be in triumph...in peace....and upright
Someone from whom you want the best in both the worlds.
And yet the reason for the sin is you
One who is there in the times you need .
But then the mere fact that the same person will stand against you and you against that person in front of ALLAH just takes you down to the reality.
The truth which we somehow manage to ignore and instead of doing the best to being the reason for their worst and believe me this haunts .
When things are for the sake of ALLAH words are not required to express oneself .
When you know that AL-QADIR
(The Capable, The Powerful) is the one with you the justification vanishes.
When the LORD OF THE WORLDS knows your intentions you cannot let the whispers deceive you.
When you want the best for others and for yourself too u cannot give up to yourself to the wrong to the sin to the love for HIS sake to the purity to the sanctity
As HE KNOWS WHAT IS IN THE HEARTS WHILE WE KNOW NOT and HE IS THE BEST DISPOSER OF ALL AFFAIRS.