in my story I found a repetition, I like to party play real hard the only real competition, is myself or the place to go because everything else falls right in place, like I had made a prediction, but as good and as natural as it may seem I mess it all up with my demons and addictions, sex is the first some would say this demon may be the worst, it feels like a curse, because no matter what I put this one first,bwhether I'm sober or whether I'm high, I absolutely need sex to get through and I'm not sure why, something about random sex with pregnant girls drives me insane, it seems like I'll stop at nothing to obtain, I can't help myself it's like I'm drawn to them they're all in my site for me to fuck, but it's not a normal thing it's a demon that has me rooted or stuck, but I'll lay anything that looks decent or keeps it clean, not to sound shallow, disrespectful, or even mean, it's a problem I don't have control, so I live my days on the hunt for somewhere to bury my pole, now that you know my relationship with sex my number one demon aka the beast, let's move on to the next one in the lineup not to be underestimated let's say the least,my number two Demon in this life that I live goes by the name of addiction, all the stress and pain I put myself through, I drive my own affliction no matter the goal, no matter the plan, I will get high anyway that I can, I'll put in work or hustle a feen, last resort I'll even spend cash, no matter the price,no matter the risk, I'll do anything to fill my stash, I'll drink some...