Bemused in dreams of this heart

Where pain never lasts

And tears are few and far apart

But Its a fucking cold world

Especially when your solo and the wind continues to blow

Piercing you all the way down to your soul

Left here, considering if taradiddle tales have ever existed such-like the notebook

The conclusion should have been more depressing

Summer romance of ghosts, Alive as well as exanimated

Only revisioned to correspond to all the scar tissue surrounding what keeps me alive

Where Noah leaves the girl with her inhibited thoughts

A place where closures never offered

Feeling erased and disregarded

His memory haunts poor Allie to her core

Until she can not sustain the weight of the pain anymore

Slitting her wrists, calling his name while she bleeds out all over the floor

Exactly the spot where they made love once before

Would Noah even try to pause time and modify the story line given the chance somehow?

Sadly time machines are false and we all know time can't be rewritten

So instead he is condemned living with regret; his only partner until death knocks on his not-so solitary door

© SarahAbell

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