All these thoughts just constantly flow
Its hard to relax, my brains been on the go.
My mood changes quickly, I fade in and out
It's driving me crazy, I feel so much doubt.
I need to understand to love myself more
because everyday that passes, I get closer to the floor.
The exhaustion of worrying is too much to take
its beaten me down, & smiling gets harder to fake.
saying this out loud makes me feel weak
but I'll hang on, and have hope one day I'll hit my peak.
© Sheena Buskirk