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Switching Up Disease








Praying for you is like praying for a nice day when the forecast is consistently rainy and did I mention your giving me PTSD and it's driving me insanely crazy I wish I would have left that block up so no one else could ever hurt me again but I didn't know that you were so thirsty to drain everything inside of me when you promised to ride beside me and die with me in a way you acted like a friend and when I could see that you had been lying I curled up crying and felt stuck I knew I have had enough but I didn't know how to stop it and I've been begging you to change because all you ever give off is rain when you could at least give off sunshine some of the time I really want to rewind meeting you