When the heartbeat is so strong,
or when I get scared
if my heart is really beating.

I start to feel water filling my eyes.
Think I can hold them till I get home,
but knowing I am not that strong,
makes the pressure harder to hold.

I think of all the ways I'll finally let go.
Not knowing if it's ok to show.

I rise my head up, and then look down,
try to swallow hard so I don't blow up.

Taking breaths slowly, and it...