imagine liking someone for years, then end up with tears.
imagine having someone on your mind & in your heart, now they are falling apart.
secretly you had been my lover
your the one who makes my heart beats, my pulse race but now they flatter.
these tears comes easy because for years I was needy, wondered why you wouldn't come through but now when you do I feel like I lost you.
days of committing my mind to your image, my smile to your thoughts, my thighs to your touch that I was dieing for so much.
seeing you I useto disappear, deep in my thoughts I wanted to live there,
that's the only place I had you for years.
you always held me tight, it was always you & I.
I swear! & I never swear, but I swear!
you were my sweet escape, especially if I had actually seen your face, those eyes, that height , how did I hide all these feelings I had tide up inside.
still reality makes me want to go back living in my mind
there it was perfect you & I.

© essentric