I was once in love
As they say 'love is blind' truly it had blindfolded me

Was in my mid-teens,single en beautiful
Tall,dark en handsome made it all for me
Leaving away the saying don't judge a book by then
It was me en my cloud mine
He told me he could make me happy


My Momma said he was a bad man
That blinding love couldn't let me see reality
I should have listened to my Momma back then

He was a liar
l was mesmerized
He was messing up with me

One day l woke up feeling dizzy
l paid the doctor a visit
The doctor said l was going to be a Mama
Tears cascaded my chubby cheeks
He had messed up my life
Was it just a think up?

I wrote a letter to my better half
Hoping he would be happy to be a Papa
Sweetly l wrote the words
Little did l know that love was faked upon me

Days passed by and he didn't reply
Thought he had not received the letter and patiently waited
Was it dream shuttered

Walking on the streets in thoughts
I met the hypocrite that messed my youth
I called out he could not answer me
I ran to him but he turned me down
He messed up with me
Fading my youth,tracing me for parent hood in my young age
Thinking he loved me but all he ever wanted was to take advantage of me
He shuttered my ambitions
WAS IT JUST A THINK UP?