Today, I feel a little better,
better than I have felt these past few days.
yesterday I thought of myself as an idiot,
even hated me
but today, I think I learned.

I cannot always be okay,
I cannot always be happy,
I cannot always be sad either.
what I can be is me, human and flawed.

Sometimes I have to be sad to appreciate happiness,
I have to cry, so I can smile someday.
I understand that I may relapse sometimes,
I may fall sometimes,
I might want to give up sometimes,
but it's part of the process of winning.

I do not know what tomorrow will bring to me,
it might be better than today,
it might be worse than yesterday,
I just don't know.

All I know is I am okay today, ready to face the world once again.
And if I fall like yesterday,
I will rise like today and keep pushing.

But for now,
I love me,
I feel confident and unstable,
I wonder what tomorrow will be like.








© rosesEli