The look the details
it wasn't part of the plan.
I am always in command I make the demands. Even when I have a empty bag. Heart no bag yes, I've been hurt
yes with no success I gave my heart away,
To the one I thought knew me best.
I tried and and tried to do my best with no success. Threw away my heart I gave out of my chest, I was told I better off with the best. I tried to believe everyone wouldn't hurt me but, I was hurt for less the thought I would be protected was only a test. I seen my heart thrown away, it wasn't enough or it wasn't the best I guess. We stressed about success, cried and tried to deny the truths. Well I did even when I open my eye's the life I had was already dead. I believe that some of it was all in my head. I didn't make a pack in my head I just vowed to protect what most wouldn't give. I know it's wrong to gloat, I believe in more than I can float. God gave me the gift to swim. so taking a away a heart I won't be one of them. I really know the difference between life and the sea. I just wanted one to see me. I gave my heart and they choked, making claims to there's no hope. I know this love thing it may seem I need a break. God gave me a chance not to deal with all the fake. I breath hope and see light, I finally understand that love is a song I want to play every night. I couldn't be wrong because I am headstrong, I use to just pay for love even when I knew the feeling was off. I prepared for the trash, everytime I watch my heart fill the trash. All because I would repeat a broken task. I just pray my love is free and last and my past stay in the past, become a blast that shouldn't last. That wasn't part of the plan.
© I'm Not cocky just confident 😉