I wouldn't call it living.
I live but I wouldn't call it a living.
I have so many complications. It's better not living.
It's alot better when not breathing.

Think about it.
Every body that has committed suicide,
Life leaves them surprised.
Full of surprises they pop their eyes.

I wouldn't call it living anymore.
This is torture to a bull.
People see you smile, think you're a fool.
Worse. Family uses being family as a tool.

Complications.
Everything got...