I...
I dont know why
Memories dont just leave
When a person leaves..
The worlds full of jewelry thieves, why cant someone be a memory thief
I cant sleep or eat
I just tweek and geek
Trying to drown out these haunted fucking memories..
They become part of me
I cant feel I cant see it's really taking hold of me.
I want to feel what it's like to actually feel
Or maybe I dont..
It's all just to much,
I'll stay taking these pills
The doctors gave to me,they say I'm crazy ..
But I'm just overwhelmed  .
It's hard to tell anyone the things I feel,or the things I see,or hear 
I'm not crazy the things I go through are real.
They're so fucking real
At first it was frightening
Then it start to get exciting...
It's a out of body rush. 
I mustn't go on I better hush.
iv already said to much .
© shaneia Comeaux