Will this ever change
Fifteen years of my life have passed
But nothing has changed so far
The chirpy soundless bird inside me still  resides
The monster,feeble yet strong claws my insides
Will this ever change
Will the boat wreck that I had once survived ,drown me again
Or will the past that I had endured flash past me again
Will I be described as the epitome of destruction
Or a coward yet a passionate monster