Accountability -that's a word that runs through my veins like fire because even though I have it, I own it ,I created it and dispersed it loud and clear, the one thing I can't change is ending. All the senses that I was given growing up till now I didn't receive but one obviously a better common modern day sense, with the ability to be there for someone who was always there for me even when he didn't have to, even when he didn't want to, and even when he shouldn't have. I came up with a plan 3 and 1/2 years ago and I can't even break the surface and diving to a dream that I had that would only be better if I had my team, you and me. Some can sit in that seat talk all the trash they want I was standing anyway because what I was looking at it's far more interesting, I was trying to remember the lines on your face I was trying to remember the color of your skin and how the rosacea always look good on you. I was trying to remember how it sounded when you took a breath or the way you sang a song. Now I can't remember anything. All I can do is go over the...