At this rate there be nothing left to resuscitate I died at 18 but you Guys won't burry me until 73. I'm a zombie walking noding off and hardly talking I've got a guilty conscience but it's something I've learned to walk with. I'm told God is the only option to clear my conscience but i guess I'm not the type to stand at doors and keep knocking. I feel like taking a shower today or maybe I grab my 45 and paint the house today either way there's something stuck in my brain...