A boy, A man, A outcast, most would say theres a difference between the 3 but in my case I dont find that so true. To be apart of a family so based on “loyalty” and “love” but to still be treated differently from everyone else, how does it feel honestly pretty fucking horrible but as a “man” I must hide that pain behind a smile and laugh and I must put my pride aside and act as if its nothing I must always keep my cool and thug it out, but as a boy on the inside the pain grows into hatred, hatred for the ones you love most to beg for...