Wherever showing face in front of society
Wearing fake smiles becomes the priority
Though Heart is wanting to pour out emotions
But not as brain cautions

Helping people expecting help in return
But gets to hear rumours spread on my back which now became my fear

Not wanting to die
Still wanna suicide
Wanting to live
But can't as sad and depressed emotions are very high

The fear of loosing people now doesn't affect me
Crave of having trustworthy personality is no more my fancy

Heart is now completely...