I search but never find, tryna get in where i think i fit in but the spot gets smaller and I get bigger to fit. And the top gets higher the more that I climb.

I feel trapped I might lash out, and it's worse, better times seem further and beyond, I've seen days are the same, nights full of pain. I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me, I'm okay.

I gotta watch my back cross my path, especially with ill intent. If only you could see just how lonely and how cold I am, it hurts, but I never show, this pain you'll never know.

I got hate in my heart, love in my mind, got qualities that I'm not proud of, I've made promises that I walked out on, I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

I sometimes get afraid of having to face the wrath of an anxious me, I sometimes think I might be a lost cause of...