to day I awoke to the sent of forest smoke as I choke with tears of pain trickling down my face as I try to silently erase all the thoughts out of my mind for I fear you can see right through me tho my day is afternoon I know that I am not immune to painful thoughts as the memories of you further infect my brain coursing through my vains your memory remains the constant taping at my door like the raven never more I scream never never more !!!! the man I once loved is never more for he is the reaction of the man he once was whatever that was for a saw a sad sick boy who saw me as such a lovely toy a beautiful thing that could become more called me little girl when you where angery just like my dad truth is my dad wasn't a man and nor where you I cling to the breast of a broken man fighting every...