I'm sorry I've been drinking again
Even though i promised not to
I never meant to break the promise
But somethings can't be solved while sober
Or maybe I'm the one making excuses to drink
Still, I'm sorry for breaking the promise i made.

I'm sorry I've fallen into depression again
Making nought your effort last time
I know how you gave your all to heal me from it before
How you cried while praying all nights for me,
To myself I'm even a mystery, I'm sorry you can't understand me
Even now I've gotten a disease called 'depression '.

I'm sorry I've been misbehaving again
Anger is a servant i can't learn to control
I promised to always make you smile, always
Yet, i became the source of your tears everyday
It hurts to see you crying and in sadness
But it saddens me more i can't control myself.

I'm sorry I've been out again
Despite your Warning to always take you along
I thought today will be better than the others
Gently walking down the road with my hands in pocket
But i just couldn't bear to stand loud gossipers
Here i am, in a police cell again waiting on you to help me out.

I'm sorry for the pains inflicted on you
That left scars on you that i can't even see
Because they're buried and scared inside of you, your heart
Still calmly you embrace me like nada ever happens
I'll be a fool not to see you're hurting everytime you smile
Those smile of yours hurts me alot, because behind them are unsaid pains you alone tackles.

I'm sorry i envy you everytime
I'm guessing you're God's finest creature
How you deal with problems with smile, is a patience i never got
I'm making a last promise love, one I'll never break
Dry your eyes, today wiĺl be the last of tears i mean that,
Goodbye love, i guess my love is destroying you I'll have to let go of you now, though not easy.

I'm sorry you're the one to have found me here
Lying on the floor with a tearful smile on me
I love And will always love you with my life
That's why i decided to give my life up for yours
To live yours in full, mine has to end love
I regrets everytime you said nothing when i caught you crying.

I'm sorry i have to leave
Consider my death a compensation for your pains, regrets, tears, sleepless night, trouble
And all you done for me.
I love and will always love you

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