Trust
So much meaning behind the word
Yet you can't even fathom how much pain it caused me
Destroyed
Broken
Disappointed
Hurt
Nothing suprises me anymore
Not even your metaphoric knife you use to stab me in the back over and over again
Each drop of blood a symbol of my humanity gone
I don't want you in my life anymore
Even though your not intentionally hurting me
You remind me of why I can't be with anyone ...