the reason to smile would hurt
laughter has been bitter-sweet
nothing good can come out
suppressing every heart beat
nothing worth fighting for it
crashing every wishful thought
my body faints, tearing me apart
pierced my bones, the cuts are deep
why do I have to keep myself lock-up
just to let you live but my soul left
searching the black hole to jump straight
where I can fall right back into his heart.

© eoskarlight