There searching
There lurking
Sharks in the water
And they all smell blood
They want what’s yours
That want what I want
A stable job
A stable career
Scared of the unknown so they react with fear
Repulsed by what is not there’s
Self Sabotage is a game we are all brain fucking
A mass organizational mind orgy
We are all competing for that one spot
For that internship
For that high paying job
For that make it or break it moment
Smiles felt forced and faked
All a façade
Shake some hands
Send them your linked in
We can be friends if you give me something in return
Bloody water all around me
I question if this is the real deal?
Hate having to go up and talk to people who only want you for 1 thing
I know a opportunity when I see one
Or that’s what I tell my internal subconscious
It seems we all want to be like each other
I’m trying to be a “one-another”
Like brother, like sister
We all want to win
No matter the cost of the internal sin
This conversation seems forced and fake
Lacking eye contact
Improper handshakes
I’m glad this isn’t a date
I would have left after the first 15 minutes
I keep wondering why i have to pitch myself to you
Put on a smile and sweet talk you blue
Don’t you like what they're saying?
Apply here and will give you this or give you that
But do you actually really want me or what I have to offer
Their sincerity was lacking
My brain felt like emotionally cracking
Forced conversations and fake attitudes
Pretty smiles but no one looks happy
More like demeanors of anxiety and stress
And environment that’s pan handling to the status quo
Trying to find their right...