Unforgiven all my life waited so long to find proof of my escape
Is I a prisoner of my own walls or been done wrong by the few cruel people of this beautiful world
Whatever it was it was for sure for my soul it was hell
I compared from all but I found no one matches my sorrow and skills for its how to deal it
If I am connected through satellites then I won't be the last one
But the torture the voices framed, commenting worst about everything my mother my girlfriend and everyone
Many a time I thought about ending my life, but I have family for which I love to live a good life so erased that plan
Yet been unforgiven for all that too for which I don't have words to explain what I felt at being it
If it is bipolar nervous system disorder then too it was hell
Yet my experience says it is not just so easy that this world thinks it could be
What I thought is that I viewed through the monitor at a few through a nervous monitoring system connected through satellite communicating through the Lily waves
What if it's right, my talk would be the grace of the future when this crime gets commonly applied on random people
i myself won't try to forget and forgive those culprits because of them I got it took to this feeling of being in hell for my soul
their future generation will be unforgiven from my side whenever God punish them for their crime


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